I'm already Gone

Calum backed out, he just left for no apparent reason. So I cancelled everything in BC. I'm not going alone. The problem is that I've made so many plans, and my heart and soul is already there, someplace warm, and my body is just left here to freeze. I don't have it in me for more disappointment, not yet. So for now I'm just waiting, not letting my mind wander to my predicament. Eventually I'll figure out something, but for now I'll just wait.